Bend & not Break
After a series of big events and exciting milestones, I like to take the time to enter into what I call God's rest and reevaluate. This usually includes some time with scripture, but also time for self reflection. This week, I came across a book that was given to me years ago as a teenager from my parents for Christmas. I can remember being curious and excited
when I pulled back the wrapping paper, and was also taken back a bit. When I read the title, what stood out to me was "Highly Sensitive Person". I won't go into detail, because I could write an essay, but this title set off an alarm in my nervous system. It reminded me of all the times I was told that I was too sensitive during childhood, and even well into college. But little did I know that this book would show itself to be the gem that outshined the "s" word.
Within the last month, I have been apart of some very rewarding community events, sold several paintings (yes, several!), and have begun to tackle several additional new projects with deadlines. Now some people, (from my perspective, it feels like everyone these days) excel at biting off more they can chew, and even come out victorious in the end...reenergized to take on more projects. I've warred with myself on this for years, learning when to lighten my work load, when to say no, and when to seize an opportunity like its the last cookie in the jar...even when the introvert in me screams "What are you doing?! You can't take on all of this work, there's no time! You couldn't work fast enough if you tried." Sometimes I tell her to put a sock in it. I'm serious.
I have to say that this book has been a great refresher on how I deal with pressures of day-to-day life, and has made for a very soft landing after a month chalk-full of the go-go-go grind. I can only do a crazy schedule in spurts, and when I'm able to, the results can yield major blessings. But I even find that those blessings are found just as often within the resting. The resting is so important! I speak to myself when I say this: Know your limits and keep the faith, one day at a time so that you can bend & not break.
If if you've gone through numerous jobs like I have while making time for your true passion on the side, I would encourage you to check out "Making Work Work for the Higly Sensitive Person". What can I say...I'm a sucker for the Self Help section 😊
Thanks for reading! And as always...
4/25/2016 07:13:38 am
Mary Jane Bordignon
4/27/2016 01:43:48 pm
This was so beautiful Alexa!, And also so you! You have such a beautitul soul! Love you!
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